Did I create a story for myself because I wanted something to belive in?
Or was the story created for me to discover the belief I needed?
Is my faith unfounded because I want it to be real?
Is questioning my faith, introspection? Or am I conflicted?
Does the need to question my faith make it weak?
If I question my faith and come to the same conclusion, the conclusion that I wanted to arrive at before I started, have I accurately reanalysed my own experiences?
Or have I reinforced my own confirmation bias?
Truth?
Or fantasy?

If the gods are real, does this anger them?
If the gods are not real, am I a crazy fool?

But hidden behind all of my self centered questioning hides the real question.
A question human kind has been asking for thousands of years.

Are we the masters of our own fate?

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2024

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